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Darian at your service!
Circassian, born March 16, 2006.
I'm disabled (group 3) with CP (Cerebral Palsy), and in 2019 I was also diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder.
I cope with my diagnoses through creativity every day. I'm an artist, a knitter (needles and crochet), an author and a writer. Not a professional, just creating for my pleasure.
I'm a Satanist following LaVey's philosophy and his commandments.
My art, one way or another, touches on themes and issues I observe in the real world and have faced myself, which is why The JEN Project has a lot of overlap with my real life and the lives of people who became prototypes for most of the project's characters.
I'm fluent in Russian and English. I'm improving my native language (Kabardian) and planning to start learning Spanish.
I'm an admin of the kindest, biggest, and most creative Tumblr Creepypasta community! I love its members with all my heart and protect their peace.
I am NOT a selfshipper and steer well clear of the selfship/yumeship community. I disagree with a lot of that community's policies and refuse to follow them, because I have the right to decide for myself how I perceive my favorite character, what art I draw with him, who I ship with, and who I show my work to — as well as who I do/don't interact with and who I do/don't discuss this topic with.
Speaking of my favorite character — BEN Drowned from Creepypasta has been an important figure in my life since September 15, 2015. For 11 years now, he's been my inner anchor, compass, and mentor.
I'm always open to trade (art swaps) and collab proposals! Feel free to suggest something to me. :)
I graduated from a teaching college with a degree in special needs education, and I have experience working with neurodivergent people and children with other types of developmental differences.
- Creepypasta
- ENA (+ ENA dream BBQ)
- Doki Doki Literature Club!
- BEN Drowned ARG
- Mouthwashing
- Sally Face
- American Horror Story
- Silent Hill
There are other fandoms I know of, but I don't actively follow them or don't have a strong interest in them.
Just similarity and a sense of recognition — I'm not a complete copy of these characters.
You can commission any art from me. I only accept payment in Russian rubles. Keep in mind you're ordering a digital FILE of artwork, not a physical canvas, postcard, or tangible piece I can hand to you! Currently not available for people outside of Russia. :(
I DO NOT DRAW: Gore, porn, furry, mecha, real people (celebrities, your acquaintances without their consent), loli and shota, "adults" with baby-face/childlike proportions, hoyoverse characters, complex backgrounds.
I DO DRAW: Everything else not on the list above. SELFSHIPS/OCxCanons included, but keep in mind that if I agree to draw a commission of that nature, this doesn't make me your support figure, and you have no right to claim ownership over me, chase off your doubles, or cause chaos under the post if you let me share your commission publicly. I AM NOT AN OBJECT — I'm a person open to fulfilling your request.
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DNI — Do Not Interact. People and communities not welcome here:
- BASIC DNI
- Proshippers, comshippers, and darkshippers
- Self-diagnosers — no, I will not pity or give you special treatment because of your self-made conclusions; please see a psychologist for your own good.
- Z-supporters, war supporters of any kind, Trump supporters, GAZA — any support for war or military action gets you shown the door.
- Rage-baiters
- Doxxers, swatters — haven't visited a holding cell in a while?
- PARAPHILES, GET LOST — I genuinely don't care what you're gooning on, but DO NOT drag ME, REAL CHILDREN, or OTHERS who can't give clear consent or protect themselves into your gross fetishes.
- The selfship community (including Nemsi (Iriska Partizan), Sirop, Chedder, Usagi (The rott) and co., as well as their friends, defenders, and supporters) — I am NOT going to explain myself to anyone about why I avoid contact with the people mentioned, no matter who asks; I have the right to personal boundaries. The exception is crossing paths in public online spaces when discussing something unrelated, but anywhere else, I won't be sticking around. As for the rest of the community: you're on thin ice as long as you don't impose anything on me or try to dictate who I associate with, what I draw, or what I think. Keep your community's principles to yourself when interacting with me, or you'll be shown the door too.
- Obsessed BEN Drowned fans — you either watch my work quietly, or you can leave too; I love and respect fellow BEN Drowned fans with all my heart, but jealousy and competing over the title of his girlfriend-wife-sister-mother in my space is NOT welcome. Either stay quiet, love each other, or get out.
